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New link

annmarie raphael — Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:01:45 +0000

Heyyyyyyyy! New link. Link me up alrights? http://annmarieraphael.wordpress.com

Cat class

annmarie raphael — Sun, 18 Jan 2009 04:45:01 +0000

OK so yesterday, cat class started at saint vincent de paul. And not too bad though. I’m in Kim’s class. So that means many people whom i’ve heard Sheryl and the gang talk about are in my class. Like erm Jomelle, Jacinta, Felecia haah Claudia heehee. Jake, Iggy and yea. So this is gonna be a short post Heehee playing guitar master. Yesterday’s cat class was interesting but a little boring. But I got an apple. And my apple cool! Anyway, short post is done!

new game

annmarie raphael — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 12:02:25 +0000

hello! I found a new game on facebook. It’s like guitar hero but the thing is, the title is guitar master and it’s DAMN fun i swear. I’ll like update on sunday! Peace out!

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Lord I give you my heart.

annmarie raphael — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 10:04:09 +0000

This is my desire,
To honor You
Lord with all my heart,
I worship You

All I have within me,
I give You praise
All that I adore
Is in You

Lord, I give You my heart,
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take,
Every moment I’m awake
Lord have your way in me

HELLO! WOW! UPDATE UPDATE! So this week doesn’t really suck. Alot of work though. I need to stand up for myself! This week two people wanted to kick me out of my project group. I was so irritated. Never mind. So let me fill you in on what happened this week

MONDAY!

Went to school, finished at 1.35 then left at 2.25 reached ang mo kio mrt station almost missed the estate bus, caught it just in time, saw Jake’s mum. She asked me to sit next to her, she talked to me about him and then she told me to keep a distance away from him. Went home, studied, slept for a while, watched tv, studied for another 2 hours, and then went to sleep at midnight.

TUESDAY!

Tuesday, I had tution with my grandmama. Then studied for 2 hours then i went to bed at 12

WEDNESDAY!

Had choir, studied until 9, went to bed at 11.

THURSDAY!

Had Mrs Guna, almost fell asleep. Came home studied for 2 hours, watched TV then went to bed!

FRIDAY!

Nothing much happened. Same as tuesday.

SATURDAY!

Went to Gabriel Goh’s place for a baberque and then went home at 11. His place was not too bad.

TODAY! TODAY!

Today I went for 11.30 am mass! Saw Shaun. I missed him so much! Hahah! Didn’t see him for quite a while, came home, studied, slept for half an hour and then studied again! WHOA! OK I’m done!

Measure Of a man

annmarie raphael — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 12:42:25 +0000

If one day you discover him
Broken down he’s lost everything
No cars, no fancy clothes to make him who he’s not
The woman at his side is all that he has got
Why do you ask him move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth?

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it’s down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?

If by chance all he had to give you
Was three words wrapped around your finger
Would that be deep enough at the end of every day
And how will you ever know
If a man is what he says?

Why do you ask him to move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it’s down to the wire
Would he give his life up to be all he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?

He never gives up
Lets go of his dream
His world goes around for his one true belief
Is that how you know
Is that what it means?

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
Would he will be your anchor when the dark unfolds
Would he always love you the best that he knows?

Would he give his life up
To be all that he can
Is that, is that, is that how you measure a man?

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it’s down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can

Is that, is that, is that, how you measure oh…

Is that, is that, is that, how you measure a man?

This song has alot of meaning! Heehee. OK so like today I went for 11am mass at SVDP. Then came home. Studied for 2 hours. then slept until 5 then continued studying for 1 hour then stoned at my table for about half and hour then practiced organ then yea thats all wow. My life is boring. Oh right. I’ll only blog on saturdays and sundays. Yea!

My soldier.

annmarie raphael — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 17:00:24 +0000

When you’re feeling sad and blue, don’t you know that I will always,
Be here for you.
When everything just makes us go out of our minds, just know that I will always,
Have the time for you.
You say that I am your influence. You should know that you inspire me.
Now until the end.
I’ll help you get through the thick and thin and I know you’ll remember when.
I say.

CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you’ll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you’ll get through anything. ‘Cause you’re strong, strong, strong as a soldier.

VERSE
When the waves are crashing down. Can’t get up. Just know I’ll,
Pick you up from the ground.
When it feels like everything goes wrong, just remember to listen to this song.

BRIDGE
Don’t you worry about the obsticles to your happiness. If you let them get to you, you’ll endure just like the rest. I know your’e better than those people who get in the way. Just remember what I always say.

2nd January.

Ok. So yesteday was the first day of school and I already hated it. After school, I went out for lunch with my mum and my two sisters. So like yea. OK so then we came home and i slept from 4.30 to about 6? Then went swimming, came home, ate dinner,played Xbox until 3am, then went to sleep.

3rd January.

OK so today, I stayed at home most of the day trying to get pass the stupid kung fu panda level. It sucks. Ok then stopped at 12, went for music, came home, studied for 1 hour.And then, went to play Xbox again, then after that, my sister said Jake was outside, but he left. Then Iggy called, then passed me a letter from Jake, then went home, read the letter, wrote back for about 1 hour? Then went to his house twice. The first time, his mum came out and saw me, so I went back home, the second time, I went was when I was walking my dog,then went out. Then came home around 11.30? Yea.

It’s the new year!

annmarie raphael — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 08:42:37 +0000

[Verse: 1]
Starlit nights
They keep me looking at your starlit eyes
The way the stars impact your crazy mind, it makes me leave everything behind.
Look above, these foolish stars think they can set the mood,
But they’re not as stupid as you think,
They do it right, they shine the night so bright.

The stars that shine are ever brilliance,
It makes my heart feel so resilient,
And I’m not lying, hear the silence.

[Chorus]
I never knew that it would be so great,
Listen to the comet soar at their amazing rate.
And yeah I don’t know what to do when we walk out of sight,
Except to look at all stars in this amazing night.

[Verse: 2]
Starlit nights
They keep me looking at your charming eyes.
The way the stars impact your crazy mind, it makes me leave everything behind.
Maybe now, we can open up our minds to see,
And realize the things we didn’t know,
Please don’t pass go, just watch the ever glowing.

The stars that shine are ever brilliance,
It makes my heart feel so resilient,
And I’m not lying, hear the silence.

[Chorus]
I never knew that it would be so great,
Listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate.
And yeah I don’t know what to do when we walk out of sight,
Except to look at all stars in this amazing night.

[Verse: 3]
Starlit nights
They keep me looking at your starlit eyes
The way the stars impact your crazy mind, it makes me leave everything behind.

[Chorus]
I never knew that it would be so great,
Listen to the comet soar at their amazing rate.
And I don’t know what to do when we walk out of sight,
Except to look at all stars in this amazing night.

[Chorus]
I never knew that it would be so grand,
Listen to the comet soar while you are holding my hand.
And yeah I don’t know what to do when we walk out of sight,
Except to look at all stars in this amazing night.

OK I’ll update later……..

Fuck Life !

annmarie raphael — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 15:40:18 +0000

Let’s get fucked up and die…
I’m speaking figuratively, of course…
Like the last time that I committed suicide… social suicide…
Yeah, so I’m already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,
I have learned to love the lie.

I wanna know what it’s like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense… yeah
Let me in, let me in to the club, ’cause I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I’m addicted to words and they’re useless.

(In this apartment)
Let’s get fucked up and die…
I’m riding hard on the last legs of every lie,
And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode,
I’m about to explode.
I’m a mess, I’m a wreck.
I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings,
Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept.

I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds…
And all the things that don’t get old…
Is it legal to do this? I surely don’t know.
It’s the only way I have learned to express myself through other peoples’ descriptions of life…
I’m afraid I’m alone and entirely useless…

(In this apartment)
Let’s get fucked up and die.
For the last time with feeling
We’ll try not to smile
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights
That still shock and surprise.
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being,
Maybe I’ll win, but for now I’ve decided to die.

Sister soldier
You’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame
If I could ever repay you,
I would, but I’m hard up for cash
And my memory lacks initiative.

God damn the liquor store’s closed,
We were so close to scoring
It hurts, it destroys ’til it kills…
I am tired and hungry and totally useless.
(In this apartment)

OK so life sucks! Really life does bloody hell suck. Trust me . You won’t wanna be me. Really. Spending new years at some other person’s place without your closest friends just bloody suck. Shaun isn’t answering his bloody phone. Oh shit and I noticed that I’m using alot of vulgarities in this post but it’s to vent my anger. OK. So just now I went for mass at Saint Anthony. Bloody hell. I have like way better things to do than go for mass there. I could have gone to CTK and see Shaun for like maybe the last time? And seriously, It sucks. The place there is damn stuffy! OK then went for dinner with my family. Then went to drop my sister off at Uncle Loydd’s place . Seriously. LIFE SUCKS FOR ME! I’d rather be at home calling Shaun now! OK whatever. After dropping my sister off, then we went home, cos my mum needed to get something. Then we went to this Uncle’s house. Then now, the daughter is at least nice enough to let me use the computer to blog. OK. 20 more minutes to new year. Hahahaha. Aw…….. Fuck. School’s starting in like 2 days! OK so if people make my life hell I will whack their faces. I’ve grown this holiday. I know how to talk back to people. So don’t under estimate me. OK so my post is done and yea. See ya and happy new year!

Getting stronger

annmarie raphael — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 02:01:08 +0000

Listen to me im feeling afraid
Of something in my life that is wrong
And don’t try to tell me that im ok
Don’t worry because I am strong

I know it gets hard sometimes
But remember that im only human
And the things that I face are the
Same things that you can help me over come

[Chorus:]
I don’t want nobody else
I don’t need somebody else
To tell me about love
I am strong on my own
But if you think you can tell me
Why the things i’m doing is going wrong
Its just me getting stronger

Well i’m trying to tell you that i’m ok
That with or without you im the same
But don’t get me wrong im still waiting for the day
When we can say we went all the way

Life is about all the meaningful things
That we get to share with each other
So leave the past behind and each other
We’ll find our love is strong again

[Chorus:] [2x]
I don’t want nobody else
I don’t need somebody else
To tell me about love
I am strong on my own
But if you think you can tell me
Why the things im doing is going wrong
Its just me getting stronger

Its just me getting stronger [2x]

Hello! So ok, yesterday I went for my last mass at CTK . Shaun damn poor thing. Super like damn sad sial! Like really! Damn sad. He like talks to the wall. Cos he can’t talk to Chinara. So I talk to him. Aiya it’s damn sad. Hope he doesn’t go la. AH! AJ Rafael!He’s good! Hahahhahaha! OK so like yea I kinda don’t wanna blog. No mood la!